Monday, February 26, 2007

Skank.

so grad is 119 days away! (: so excited. and i've ordered my dress..can't wait until may when i get it! ahh. it's purple and just fab; i loves it.
things are like finally getting back to just well fab, just like they used to be..but better. i really missed that and now i've got that. thank god...i was totally going crazy. well curling provincials start here on thursday...it's gunna be good. we may not have won our zone and are just going cause we're the home team...but we don't completely suck..so it'll be ok. and if not..just laugh it off. the banquet should kick some ass tho haha. mmm mmm mmm. then this saturday there is gunna be a partay at lueders..should be kickin'. hmm well i don't really know what else i've got right now. so i'll leave this one short. and now aside from the quote/phrase on each blog...courtnay and i have decided to have a word of the day..how exciting.

skank
1. A rhythmic dance performed to reggae or ska music, characterized by bending forward, raising the knees, and extending the hands.
2. Disgusting or vulgar matter; filth.
3. One who is disgustingly foul or filthy and often considered sexually promiscuous. Used especially of a woman or girl.

overall..a trampy whore who's just dirty and sluts it up.

anways that's all i've got today. check back later for more.
if you love something, let it go and if it comes back to you; it is forever yours...if you love someone/something, and it feels like forever; never let go.

much love,
tiff<3

ps. love you baby. and any skank who tries to steal my boy..your in for a rude awakening betches. (:
mwah.xo....think twice.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Smile;ILoveYou.

happy valentine's day everyone. hope you all get to spend it with the one you love; and if not then atleast with friends. (:

thank you donelda for putting an end to the drama there. and i'm sorry things have gotten this way for you as well. months ago we were fighting like this as well, then we apologized and people were so happy again especially those who are friends with us both, but now other people have dragged us into some dramatic brawl again. and i will say it for the last time for everyone who still doesn't get it..i know donelda and andy both love each other very much. so andy has money and buys her nice things; so be it. they're both happy. so now notice that "money doesn't buy love" wasn't directed toward them.

everyone also if your going to leave comments, please leave your name with it. because people think that i write them and then get a very wrong impression of what i believe and am trying to get across. what i write, whether it be negavtive or positive, i leave my name with it. and also this is my blog..i write the posts so why would i leave anonymous comments..? i know i do leave comments answering others but my name is always there along with what i write.
other than that, keep commenting and just letting your feelings out, or whatever it may be.
but.. if you've got so much negative input towards me..why not start your own blog, instead of making mine hell.

oh and by the way, i am so sick of all this shit and having shit going around about me. just so everyone knows i honestly have stopped talking behind people's backs. whatever don't believe me, but i have. it's pointless. so i have just stopped. so all of these rumors people keep starting about me, i don't know where you're getting your info from or anything because i barely go out anymore so i don't do anything that's worth starting a rumor about. with that being said i also very well don't start rumors about other people either. once again i don't go out, therefore i don't know much about what people do..so how would i start these rumors with absolutely no info. i know, i know rumors sometimes are just started and very false but that's really pointless to start an absolutely false rumor, or any rumor at all for that matter. so things you think i start i don't. sure, i hear them from others, but don't tell people them, because who can you really believe unless you were there. now because i am so sick of all this, with it being my last year an all; i'm all about speaking my mind. if you confront me about something or ask me if i said this or that, i'll be honest with you when i answer. if i did, i'd say so, but if i didn't believe me when i say i didn't.

Life isn’t about keeping score. It’s not about how many friends you have. Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you’re alone. It isn’t about who you’re dating, who you used to date, how many people you’ve dated, or if you haven’t been with anyone at all. It isn’t about who you’ve kissed, it’s not about sex. It isn’t about who your family is or how much money they have. Or what kind or car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It’s not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It’s not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown. Or if you skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It’s not about what clubs you’re in or how good you are at “your” sport. It’s not about representing our whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will “accept the written you”. LIFE JUST ISN’T. But, life is about who you love and who you hurt. It’s about who you make happy or unhappy purposefully. It’s about keeping or betraying trust. It’s about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon. It’s about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful maybe heartening. About starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip. It’s about what judgments you pass and why. And who your judgments are spread to. It’s about who you’ve ignored with full control and intention. It’s about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge. It’s about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it. But most of all, it’s about using your life to touch or poison other people’s hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone. Only you chose the way those hearts are affected, and those choices are what life’s about.

much love;
tiff.xo

Saturday, February 3, 2007

WrongTurn.

for all you who think my life is pointless and what not. it's not. sure i've been through a lot which has been hell, but i've made it through and unlike you, i'm learning from my mistakes. unlike those of you who can't seem to stop making the same ones...well damn and my life sucks.8-) well everyone's entitled to their own opinion so glad you have one since you don't have a life. and you think i'm trying to live my life through others. nah, i was only trying to help those people out because i see things that they still don't. but fuck that shit. i'm out. their problems are theirs, and mine no more. if you wanna have a fucked up life, go right ahead; just know that you can fix it. and if you choose not to; then don't try to bring others down with yours. now that's sad. so i've been in some accidents; your point is being what.. ya, nothing. i'm learning from them, experiences; good or bad, help us out through life, cause it ain't easy. and whats even lower is that instead of thinking about your life before you say shit is just sad because you say things that may relate to others but reflects your life too betches. you don't like me; then don't, i ain't asking you to, and i actually don't want you to. my life is more than i can ask for right now, even though it may still have some downs. and my love life; lets just say you once again didn't think about your life before you assumed shit about mine. and trust me when i say mines great; no actually it's perfect. i couldn't ask for anyone better. even if i did, i wouldn't get anyone; cause there's no one better then who i have now. i love him with all i have and i would do anything for him. he is the ONE person who has always been there, and NEVER turned his back on me; like half of you have. so next time think before you say shit about me, and just know that none of you, and i mean it when i say none, know what my life has been like or is like. you don't know half of the stuff i've been through. but i'm not gunna fill you in on that because you aren't deserving enough to know about my experiences. the only one who knows it all is kyle. why you may ask; because he's the only one who deserves to know about me. other than kyle two other people are deserving enough to know it all. they may not know it all yet, but one day they will. that's how personal most of my life experiences have been. so don't talk shit about me, until you know it all, which you never will. oh and just remember people; money doesn't buy love.
much love;
tiffie.lynn

AnEnd.

am i ever syked to have the first 5months over with. bring on the next 5months of the second semester. i hope these next 5months fly by; i'm so excited to leave home. i can't wait to be on my own and be able to make my own decisions and not always have someone looking over my shoulder critizing me. i'll be able to have my own life and just simply show everyone; especially my parents, how responsible i can be and that i do know right from wrong and make decisions partially the way they would for me, because i was raised by them. i know that it'll be a difficult transition from living at home for 17 years and suddenly being on my own, but i'll be aight. it'll be awesome and fun. also, less stressful yet more stressful at times, but that's life; no one said it was easy. and there's only a month left of curling, thank god. and then i will never have to curl again in my life and will be able to get more hours in at work.
and being my last year in high school and not likely to see more than half these people again, i'm not gunna keep my thoughts or opinions to myself. it's been far too long keeping everything to myself; so if i've got something to say, i'll say it. i mean who needs drama and secrets. it just creates problems that could have been avoided to begin with. being my last year and all, if you do something i don't appreciate or something to have me lose my respect for you, don't be surprised when i don't keep in touch with you next year. being our last year, people aren't afraid when others do some stupid thing to them because in less than a year they'll never have to see or speak to them again. so think before you act, or you know don't; it's your choice. though i can say there are a seldom few from my class that no matter what the may do, i'd still keep in touch with them if they wanted to; you know who you are. and there's like 3people not from my class that i'll definately stay in touch with. mwah.xo
anyways people, if it's your last year; make it a good one. you only live once.
much love;
tiffie.lynn

Thursday, February 1, 2007

BillyTalent.

On Jan. 29 i went to see Billy Talent with Rise Against, Moneen and Anti-Flag at the MTS centre in winnipeg. Billy Talent fucking owned and Rise Against kicked ass. it was the best concert i've gone to so far. I went with kyle, sarah and chris. it was a blast. and like every concert i've gone to in winnipeg the bands always say that there are a lot of beautiful women in canada..which is true. before playing the ex, billy talent stated that there are a lot of beautiful girls in canada and that guys should treat us like princesses, by opening the door for them and buy them some nice shit every once in awhile. hehe. then he said there was one girl who was like the leader bitch and ice queen..being his ex. anyways, can't wait until spring break...Taking Back Sunday :). That's all for now; i've gotta run.
much love;
tiff.xo